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I've been intermittently packing house for a week and the day job had consumed my brain.

The writing mojo must return. Surely, a porn-a-thon is the key? (No, my current project is gen, but words are words....)

There are a bunch of people I want to write for in order to say 'thank you' for the last round, so I hope you're all in this time!



Round five is open!

+ Post a list of your five favorite acts/kinks to read about. Check out this list if you need some inspiration. At the bottom of your post, add what fandoms/pairings you're interested in.
+ Read other people's lists; the master list of lists is here.
+ Post comment-fic based off of other people's interests.

( = my Fandoms = )

( = my Acts = )

Fills for Others:
For emerald_embers: Devil May Cry, Dante/Vergil, R (hairplay, sex injuries, hand fetishism, semi-technophilia)
For ienablu: Supernatural, John!Michael/Mary, PG-13 (aggression, shoved against walls, hurt)
For ladyknightanka: Supernatural; Lucifer/Sam, Michael/Adam; PG-13 (Human!AU, barely H/C)
For nights_fang: Supernatural, Lucifer/Adam, NC-17 (Human!AU, clothing fetish, breathplay, frottage)
For thedreamisreal: Supernatural, Sam/Adam/Dean, NC-17 (D/s, tattoos, possession & jealousy, oral fixation)
For synnerxx: Supernatural, Michael/Adam, NC-17 (Human!AU cont., power issues, begging, biting)

Gifts from Others:
From ienablu: Suits/SPN, Harvey/Mike, PG (Hunter!AU)
From super_seme04: Supernatural, Michael/Adam/Lucifer, R: 'Made For' (marathon)
From nights_fang: Supernatural, Adam/Michael, NC-17: 'Feel' (bondage, sensory deprivation, fingers)
From ladyknightanka: Supernatural, Michael/Adam, PG: 'Do No Evil' (sensory deprivation)
From synnerxx: Supernatural, Michael/Adam, NC-17: 'Won't You Touch Me, Touch Me' (fingers)
From setos_puppy: Supernatural, Michael/Lucifer/Gabriel, R: 'Dream Brother; My Killer; My Lover' (post-crises, alternate ending, sensory overload, marathon, fingers)
From zekkass: Supernatural, Michael/Raphael, R (Mafia!AU, post-crisis moment, handporn)
From chaos_dreaming: Supernatural, Michael/Adam, NC-17: 'Cuckholds and Concubines' (Business!AU)

Just a PSA that I'm going to be posting a handful of twitfic from the past few months here soon, so - it's not a virus. It's just me (just as bad? Or more better?).

Also, there is another love meme making the rounds and I want you guys to all go over there, sign your names, so I can leave you some hugs and kisses. Link to your thread from your journal, or even better, as a comment here (or via the twitterverse), because I don't want to miss loving more on all of you!

I'm so sorry to read that a lot of you have been sick, stressed, or just a bit aimless, recently, so I think we could all use a little love right now. Personally, I've been pretty rundown from work, but it's fulfilling at the same time, and I have wonderful people around me. I'm very lucky and very grateful. ♥

THE ANON OR NOT LOVE MEME

Fly-by meme ganked from zekkass because I actually checked around the flist today and this amused me (coming back to read the fruits of your labour soon, my sweet! :D):

Go look at your blog/journal. Find the last Fandom-related thing you posted. The characters in that post are now your team-mates in the Zombie Apocalypse. How fucked are you?

I'd have the most powerful telepath in the world, an acrobatic, furry blue genius who could bench press a bus, and a GQ exclusive who shoots explosive hula hoops out of his chest.

I'm feeling pretty saved. They'd wrap this apocalypse up in a week.

(And I promise I am returning soon with actual fic updates to this journal.)

Comment with "bring it on!" and:
• I'll respond by asking you five questions so I can get to know you better.
• Update your journal with the answers to the questions.
• Include this explanation in the post and offer to ask other people questions (but only if you want to).

Wherein I fail at having favourites of anything except acoustic guitar duos, sci-fi compensates for its recent neglect on my journal, and I recommend krump.

- from synnerxx -

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- from ladyknightanka -

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- from zekkass -

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- from ravenspear -

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Is it too early for this?

Because my excitement is at all new levels of inappropriate. Still under the cut (hosted at spiffy_things) in case people haven't seen the finale; hell, I only saw it a few hours ago.

( The "Bow Down and Profess Your Love" Comment!Fic Meme ♥ )

Because I'm apparently not allowed to fill without joining in, too (NB: this is not a real rule, just an excuse).



+ Post a list of your five favorite acts/kinks to read about. Check out this list if you need some inspiration. At the bottom of your post, add what fandoms/pairings you're interested in.
+ Read other people's lists; the master list of lists is here.
+ Post comment-fic based off of other people's interests.

( My Acts )

( My Fandoms / Pairings )

= my FILLS =
For ravenspear: Battlestar Galactica/Supernatural, Head!Leoben/Adam/Kara/Anders, NC-17 (femdom, semi-rough, emo kink, physical restraint, love)
For theinsaneeraser: Supernatural, Young!Mary/Anna, NC-17 (sensory deprivation)
For ladyknightanka: Supernatural, Michael/Adam, PG-13 (AU, guilt/hurt/comfort, angst, courtship)
For grlkat2: The Covenant, Caleb/Reid/Tyler/Pogue, NC-17 (moresomes, semi-rough, oral/voice fixation, dp)

= fill from Others =
From ladyknightanka: Supernatural, Michael/Adam, T (longing)
From theinsaneeraser: Supernatural, Raphael/Castiel, NC-17 (wall!sex, restraints, dub-con, character death)
From grlkat2: The Covenant, Caleb/Reid, NC-17 (wall!sex, rough, dub-con, h/c)
From emerald_embers: Thor, Thor/Loki, NC-17 (wall!sex)
From ravenspear: Supernatural, Raphael/Meg, NC-17 (wall!sex, restraint)
From hitlikehammers: Thor, Thor + Loki, PG (hurt/comfort)
From zekkass: Supernatural, Raphael/Lucifer, NC-17 (non-con, chains, wall!sex)
From black_eyedgirl: Thor, Thor/Loki, PG-13 (longing)
From setos_puppy: The Covenant, Caleb/Tyler/Pouge/Reid, PG-13 (hurt, comfort, restraints)
From janice_lester: Supernatural, slight Dean/Cas, PG-13 (hurt/comfort)


ETA: You people are incredible and I love, love, loved every one of these. Thank you so much for these amazing fills, and special shout-out to the people I didn't get to fill for in return this round! I'm so sorry I ran out of time and completely failed at the short form of this challenge, but I'll be looking for chances to gift you back in future ♥! :D

I did this a few years ago and the results were lolarious, so, how about another round, guys?

Yanked from zekkass and grlkat2:

1) Make a list of fifteen characters first, and keep it to yourself for the moment.

2) Ask your f'list to post questions in the comments. For example: 'One, nine and fifteen are chosen by a prophecy to save the world from four. Do they succeed?' 'Under what circumstances might five and fourteen fall in love?' 'Which character on the list would you most want on your side in a zombie invasion?' 'Write a drabble in which three and eleven fight crime.' (...possibly not technically a question.)

3) After your f'list has asked enough questions, round them up and answer them using the fifteen characters you selected beforehand, then post them.

ETA: So that you're not disappointed if you decide to play, know that I'm choosing characters from Battlestar Galactica and Supernatural.

Despite occasionally empathising with character's plights in fanfic, when was the last time you actually sat back after writing something and thought, "Huh. I'm not sure how I feel about that. I think I feel... douche-y"?

I don't mean in an intellectual way because you know the difference between right and wrong, because you know that if such-and-such were to happen in real life that it would be reprehensible. Writing and reading is escapism, so the rules are different. I mean that feeling you get when somebody - whose opinion you care about - looks at you like you've betrayed or disappointed them and you didn't see it coming.

I hit 44k on my big bang last night and was left with this feeling. I'm calling it muse guilt. I was so bemused that I had to stop halfway through the afternoon and write to one of my friends about it. Don't worry, this is not actually keeping me up at night, but I wonder what it means that I haven't had this experience writing in the last six months on the myriad of other stories. I know I'm lingering on this a day later because I'm running on two hours of sleep, we've had an abrupt change to colder weather, and I've been living and breathing these characters for over three months.

I know this happens to a lot of people through the course of their writing. It's not quite contrition, but it's still fascinating.

So, when's the last time you had muse guilt? What were you writing at the time?

And since turn about is fair play, here's a meme I ganked from ravenspear.

The problem with the internet is that we might think we know each other, but there are plenty of things we miss. Here's your chance to ask me anything you want to know. It can be big or little, about the past or opinions or unimportant little extras. Whatever it is, just ask!

A lot of us write to music, some of us even compile fanmixes, or fic-specific soundtracks to help us through that one piece.

So, pick five fics from your journal -- preferably five that are on your default page right now -- and tell us what song(s) helped you write them. Through friends, you might hear a new tune that could help you, too. <3

01] Castle += How this will end (Ryan/Esposito, PG-13, 1300w)
'How It Ends', Devotchka: So, I first heard this song on the US SYTYCD being performed through contemporary dance. It was moving. Devotchka's music is a bit hit and miss for me, but this song had the hollow ache that helped me write Javier from Ryan's perspective. I hope it worked!

02] Supernatural += When there's no one left to pawn (Lucifer/Adam/Michael, PG-13, 1200w)
'Beat the Devil's Tattoo', Black Rebel Motorcycle Club: This is actually one of my driving songs, but the moment I heard it, I knew it was perfect angel/demon fodder. Look at the title! Read those lyrics! Listen to that sound! HIGHWAY, HERE WE COME!

03] Supernatural += Say After Me (Castiel, Gabriel, Dean; PG-13; 1300w)
'Take On Me', as covered by Anni B Sweet (skip the ad if prompted): This is one of my favourite covers ever and it had the nostalgic innocence to keep me grounded with thoughts of family, siblings and trust. Not to mention I adore ukuleles.

04] Supernatural += Dedition (Michael/Jimmy, Jimmy/Others; PG-13; 600w)
'Drumming', Florence and the Machine: Florence is really conducive to writing angels, it's something about the streaming, endless sound of her music and the range of her voice that can tip from a river bed to the clouds. This song had the consuming, head-spinning sensation that I needed for Jimmy's drunken haze before reeling against Michael.

05] Supernatural += Whole Lotta Love (Pamela/Jo, PG-13, 650w)
'Whole Lotta Love', Led Zeppelin: ZEPPELIN IS KING. This song was already in my head from listening to it repeatedly on the road trip beforehand and when I saw this prompt, I already knew Pamela fancied herself something of a rock star, so this song was the perfect fuel for her and Jo.

I've never participated in this before, but someone told me it was low pressure and I've actually tuned in on time!

This runs for a week, peeps, so join in the fun and sign-up! <3



+ Post a list of your five favorite acts/kinks to read about. Check out this list if you need some inspiration. At the bottom, add what fandoms/pairings you're interested in.
+ Read other people's lists to see what you might be able to fill for your fellow fan. The Master list is here.
+ Sign-up here to join the fun (this is not necessary if you just want to fill).
+ Post comment-fic based at people's journals in their five acts post!
+ Play nicely. Play hard.

( My Acts )

( My Fandoms and Pairing(s) )

= my FILLS =
For mercuryblue144: Supernatural, Pamela/Ruby, NC-17 (erotic torture, jewelry, religion)
For afiawri: Warehouse 13, Pete/Joshua, PG-13 (clothed sex, outdoors, marked in public)
For zekkass: Supernatural, Michael/Gabriel, PG-13, (collars, restraints, body doubles)

= Fills from Others (♥) =
From mercuryblue144: Supernatural, Anna/Ruby, PG (breath play, military, penance, restraints)
From emerald_embers: Devil May Cry, Dante/Vergil, NC-17 (breath play)
From zekkass: Supernatural, Lucifer/Gabriel/Michael/Raphael, NC-17 (restraints)
From janie_tangerine: Supernatural, Dean/Castiel, PG (amnesia)
From unavoidedcrisis: Leverage, Hardison/Eliot/Parker, NC-17 (breath play, military, penance)